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The most difficult decision for me when dressing for an ABDL session is always knickers or nappies?

I love wearing knickers and I love wearing nappies, but how to choose between the two?

ABDL Fetish

I've done a lot of research into the ABDL scene in the last few years and the one thing that seems to set me apart is my love of women's knickers. I very rarely dress in a nappy, although I do enjoy wetting myself while wearing them, because the lure of a pair of cute knickers nearly always wins out for me. I like really girlie ones - usually in white or pink - and always very lacy and with lots of cute ruffles in them. I think they look gorgeous under my little girl dresses; and they help to make me feel properly feminine.

I would wear knickers every day if I could - even when I am dressed as a man. I go out shopping for them all the time; and since baby girl ones are far too small for me, I'm always on the look-out for the type of pretty panties a younger girl might choose to wear. I have a couple of pairs with unicorns on them, one with Princess written on them and some rea…
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